Back Into The Cage

Ah~
i'm finally back into the cage again..
unimaginable..
how dark or how bright will it be..
was that the right decision i made?
or
would that be anonther starting point
for me to fall again?
i don't mind falling and falling..
its just kinda boring isn't it?
falling n falling for the same reason..
its like you never grown up from your mistakes..
or shall i say it this way,
its just a 'pause' in my life,
cuz i don't wanna keep going on,
so i would rather keep myself from falling and drowning into the river than moving on..
moving on to the 'sea' that could sunk a huge ship..
i'm just a tiny lil bad ass..
i wonder how would i look like when i'm drown in the middle of the ocean......

i don't know if all of the cages are comfortable,
but it seems to me that its creepy,
i'm just like a bird,
love adventure,
love to flap my wings and fly as far as i could,
but i'm not a bird..
i can't live by my own..
that was what happened when i left the cage..
the others took me as a betrayer to my owner..
everyone leaves me,
everyone takes me as the faker,
and whatelse?
do they feel happy ruining my day?
do they enjoy seeing people EMO everyday?

YOU GUYS ARE CRAP,
said that you're a friend,
but what you've done when i'm down?
backstab me?
leave me?
hurt me without knowing the truth?
you feel proud that you're not me?
of course you do!!
cuz you're not undergoing these stuffs,
you don't know how we suffer,
you don't know the feeling if you're just letting go of something but the whole world leaves u alone..
you don't know how does birds like us feel!!
what you know is,
supporting what is in front of you~
don't even know whether it is the truth or not..
i feel sorry for you that
YOU DON'T HAVE ANYTHING VALUEABLE,
WHAT YOU HAVE IS A MOUTH,
ACTING LIKE A RADIO,
SPREADING NEWS IS YOUR PROFESSION!!

you ever think of our feeling?
NO!!
you guys are BRAINLESS COPYCAT!!!
keep following the trend
whithout knowing the true meaning of it..
i feel sad for you,
as you don't even know how to live by your own
you're just a parasiter
only know how to depend and follow the others..
you don't have the CREATIVITY OF PERSONALIZE YOUR CHARACTERISTICS!!