Hopin'

Okay!!
I'd decided to write it out..

Its about a girl..

she's an ordinary girl,

kinda sweet, caring and friendly..

and we knew each other through my ex~

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lolz..
its funny isn't it?
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okay let's start..

few weeks ago..

i was too bored being alone at home doing nothing,

so i decided to go on to the net and find somebody to chat

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cuz as you know,
i'm a great chatter..
i love to talk..
to all,
even strangers..
haha..
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anyway,

after that,

i logged in to my messenger account..

scrolling up and down looking for friends..

well..

that time was about 6-7pm,

most of'em were away from their computer..

then i met 'her'.

We started to greet each other and start chattin'

i'm glad that she's kinda open minded person~

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haha..
easier to chat cuz there's no need to choose a suitable topic..
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so we started to chat..

about school,

about our normal day life,

about people,

we chat about everything around us..

and..

after some time,

i find that she's a person that i could really trust and..

a person which i could tell my feelings out..

i was very please to chat with her cuz that time i was like..

kinda EMO..

lolz..

and then,

coincidently,

i was askin' for my cousin's phone no. in Colorado,US..

and i find its kinda fun 'txt'ing with people half a world away from me~

haha

i really do enjoy that~
lolz..

so i asked for her phone no.

she gave me,

then we start tryin new stuffs..

lolz..

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to all my friends,
i can tell you,
its really fun to have friends all around the world!!
haha
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back to topic~

after a few weeks..

we're gettin closer and closer..

i don't really know how she feels about me but,

i guess i'd start feeling 'addicted' to her messages..

well..

i know it takes quite some time for my message to reach there and for my phone to receive her message..

so i was like waiting for her messages with my all my patient everyday..

and after some time,

i find that she starts panetrating into my heart~

*sounds kinda vain but i have to say*

i don't know since when,

i always feels worried about her..

always wondering what she's doing over there..

always wondering is she tired or not..

always thinking bout her..

well..

i don't know what people call that but..

i guess my feeling towards her isn't that straight..

er..

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owh,

too bad,

i'm blank and i don't know how to continue writing this blog anymore..

lolz..

wait..

calm down~

okay let's continue..

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well actually,

i wanna talk to her about this cuz..

i have make things clear before it get worst right?

but..

i don't know why i just ' lost my balls' when i wanna bring that topic up to her..

lolz..

i guess i'm thinking too far away..

maybe she's just taking me as normal friend~

and i don't even know shall i call this as

interested, like, or a crash..

anyway~

better than feeling disappointed after asking,

so..

i guess i shall set a mind that we're just friends..

anyway,

i don't know whether long distance relationship could work on me and her or not..

hahax..

i know i trust her,

i don't know bout her but..

maybe i shall do something to prove to her that i'm someone who's worth to be trusted..

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